Life sweaty lie

Oh here i go again! Finally alone in here. Stupid job. Now i never told u what happened in Malahide did i? Yeah i dont think so...
Know im doing now? Training my psycologyc skills in msn. Thats something i really like to do. Oh ill put here what this ''cobaia'' finish to say :

v€ says:
vc é mt madura ( u r so mature )
v€ says:
alguem com 17 anos não deve pensar assim ( someone with 17 yrs shouldnt thk like this )

So tell me please... whats the point of this? I really cant see any. I dont think people from a determinate age 'should' think in a certainly way.
Thats crazy. Those standarts, like old peoople should do this, married people should do this, womans should do this are not more than bullshit for me...
Thats what they do to keep the society controlled. They put lots of stuff in your mind and u start believing it, and teaching ur sons the same thing.
But who do the rulles?? And what make this person,company,system,conspiration,society qualified or capable to tell us what to do ? With so many different cultures and way of life why should we follow a certain one? I think we should follow what is in our mind! Im not saying that a man should go killing someone else
on the streets because he feels like doing this! Its difficult to explain my point. And i dont have enought time for that. But why they would look weird if a
girld of 17 years old have a unusual and extend vision of life? Why this is not normal? I hate the limits the society put on people. I hate how they get to me.
U cant just run from them. I think the humans were suppose to be much more than this shit. And they have all they need to do this. But unfortunally they r all really afraid to be free. Because than they would be the only ones guilted for what they did or didnt. We r a bunch of cowards. And thats a pity.
I know ill never be free here. I know this is a big ilusion, but i also know that ill never be near this. And thats sad the things need to be this way.